I look at him, a body passing on the street
and wonder
what would it be like to know you
but here is the paradox
of introverts and strangers-
I think too hard about
what I will never know
I don’t have the right steps to walk toward you
and spend a few minutes changing out worlds
so I will sit here and draw circles on the floor
and hope you find some meaning in the scribbles
I am more likely to leave an anonymous note slipped under your table
than let you learn what my body feels like
so somewhere in parallel
I will waste all my time on you
I will shed my skin to look at you
nothing in our way
I will let you and keep letting you
trip over all the little moments,
surprises you will never see coming
somewhere in parallel
I will learn the important things by writing you down
I will call you a good thing
or the best thing that ever happened
you will make it so hard to leave, I can tell
sometimes I will get so caught up in your eyes when you’re talking
it makes you repeat yourself (I’m sorry
but not sorry enough to stop looking,
you’re so goddamn beautiful)
and here and now
I will look at you, a stranger passing on the street
and wonder
what would it be like to know you