You chase the world
I am not on your heels
and you don’t seem to notice
but after a while you turn my way
I’m still the one
who gets to sit here
and contemplate
I don’t get to run
I was a queen here
once
I broke the ground
with a silent sting
when you left
Follow,
they said
I followed the crown instead
I hung the sapphires on my wall
to forget
seeing you in the mirror
and so
with the blue glittering
I didn’t have to see myself
Maybe that’s
the whole point isn’t it
beaten broken and stirred
No matter how many ghosts
I choose to chain to your wall
you’re still alive
So you chase the world
I take the wheel
back from you
hoping I can find my track