Sometimes I sleep for centuries
and still wake up
alive
on end
on fire.
I don’t feel anyone here
but the bridges
they burn with a presence.
It is your
phantom touch
and it shocks me alive.
Skin on stairs
Mouth on mine
Breathe a resolution
and the castles
we can make them crumble.
I am shivering
in ways
you would blush to think of.
I have not met
this kind of torture before,
feeling a ghost of a touch
shimmer my skin
and standing face to face
with a mirror that does not know you.
I am not being held prisoner
but kept out of the air you breathe
and there is laughter from the world that
thinks it could bring us down.
Anytime I get
a glimpse of you,
your phantom touch,
I catch it in a blink
and save it for so many dreams
Tell me which
slivers you want me to slice up
and in the hours when I lie next to you
I will spill them on your skin
and hold nothing back.