Sometimes
I ask myself
why I ever wanted
to resist
when you are
sitting there like that
vulnerable
begging me to
touch you taste you
and at the same time
a gate I can’t
open until I find the code
You are
lighting me up from the inside
I can’t I can’t I
am
and there we are
tangled beautiful
diving in the midnight again
pulling out the monsters from each other
letting loose the more.
You are
my own fire
born in a body
you are
staying here
until we lose track of time
you weigh
me down into this soft this need this pull
and I don’t want to
ever catch
my breath