Maybe I’ll drag my feet
along all of the glass
that cracked on the floor
the same day we shattered
Maybe I’ll smoke you out
with one bottle
or however many it takes
to strengthen gravity on my feet
till I hit the floor
Maybe I will hide these tears from you for once
because I have no right to your head
I have no right to keep you
and just because I’m blind in your sunlight
doesn’t mean you can’t still leave
I am not your first I won’t be your last I might as well be wasted
I want to pick a stranger to prove something
but it’s going to leave me faded
there are not enough pieces of me
and I can’t fool you the way I can fool myself
pretending I want anything but you