You and I are voices sight-reading tomorrow.
We write out to all the listeners
and give them no reason to stay
but there are so many hands on me
I can’t sit still for a second
even to listen to what might become the world.
I sight read your lips over and over and I keep finding a different rhythm
every step that sings I belong here
is interrupted when the seconds unwind
and lay out a carpet to carry me from you.
I just want to be the person I’m too shy to be
after a day or a universe
I walk in your door and drop everything I am on the ground
I know you won’t care.
Sometimes I think when I am in love
I am buried so deep in sanity that I don't know what it is anymore
I couldn’t recognize it if it came and broke down my door
made these breezes breathe through my skin
cleaned me out of brain space
gave me the best orgasm I have ever had.
And so I stare it straight in the face,
look right on through.
I reach in for all the love I can give you
I twist it with your smile
I let it go but it is easy
because there is so much to hold on to.