Every time you look at me this is what I want to say

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2017

How did I get so lucky?

I love you

not because you own me

but because you know me

 

Sometimes I try to choose my favorite picture of you

and then I realize that every picture of you is my favorite

 

Tell me

does it hurt being free

or are you catching me because

somehow I have made your arms into a net

somehow I am better than nothing

 

I thought I could fly

but now I’m cutting myself on the mountain peaks

and dipping too close to the dark

 

I am not anyone to chase

but I let you

 

with every word

every breath

every fingertip

you make

the yesterdays

when I didn’t have you

feel like so far from enough

 

She loves me like I’m brand new

when did I become so bold

 

I need to say

don’t date a writer

she will spend too much time looking up

and not enough looking at you

she will fall in love with every little inch of skin she paints

 

I am terrified

you are too good for me

we are too good to be pulling us down

 

People think

I am good at being alone

then

when I am alone

I scribble just how wrong they can get

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Written 11/22/17

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