Lluvia in my Garden

You can see him everyday
You get to see him everyday
You know that when he returns home that there is no other woman there
in his bed
in his head
You may fight
but you'll never hurt like this
my pain
real pain
stems from no trust
stems from the stem
all around me
Sun
So much sun
I'm blinded.
I can't stand to look
waterfalls crashing down
on my lap
and it hurts
and I scream
louder
louder
til my voice breaks
into one million pieces
falling
like waterfalls
crashing
onto my lap
and again I am envious
my bad choice
is so perfect
but inside
I just want to
shoot myself
in the head.
End it all
and wind up dead.

LovingLovelace's picture

That was kind of like a

That was kind of like a movie. I saw it happen in my head almost like a long forgotten memory.

Beautiful and haunting. A melody to hum in the dark at night.

Love,
LovingLovelace


If your mirror doesn't find you one of the most beautiful people it has ever seen, punch it and find a better mirror.