How can I question him?
This love he holds so true.
The affection he pours upon me—
The words;
The whispers;
The kisses.
I can only picture past women;
No faces—just names.
I remember his poems—
Words spilled upon a piece of paper.
I am not those women,
And they are not me.
I am not who broke him,
Or who betrays his heart;
Who breaks him down,
And tears him apart.
Words of another,
Rip at my confidence.
He chose me;
I belong to him.
He wants to marry me;
Longs for me—
Yet the questions churn within.
Love is ill thought of—
As I silently pray,—
“Please—
No more heartache.”