Beneath My Conscious Mind

Not every day do I see your face—

Or hear your name.

I no longer long to curl within myself,

When thinking of you.

 

I would like to believe I am over you—

But then again,

Why do I still think of you?

There was a moment in time,

When a smile could not escape my lips;

And  yours could not resist mine own.

 

One day you will be nothing—

But as for now,

You are still a part of me,

My past,

My eternity.

Of which I am made,

Is partly because of you.

 

Sink beneath my conscious mind—

Bury within my soul,

 

Your presence;

Never again bring us up—

Rest beneath our mortal sin.

As what was of us,

Should not have been.

 

We resisted fate, as one,

And for that I was torn—

But now I am whole.

And yet you still rest,

Beneath my conscious mind.

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Written in September of 2010

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