You dry me up,
This month’s worth of inspiration going to waste
Between my toes and my shoe sole.
I thought perhaps you would provide a
Lubrication of the mind,
A slippery slope of poetic dreams
That might spill in their delectable stream of consciousness.
But no,
No,
Not quite.
You are far away today;
I rely on bittersweet wine to wet my tongue,
Though it dries much too quickly.
And so as I lay parched,
I can pretend to be eloquent and expressive
In my drunken stupor.
Still, I know the only eloquence lies in the fact
That I am drunk because of you,
Because of what you do to me.
I numb myself because I’m far too numb,
I hurt myself because I’m far too hurt.
Hello world,
Hello, hello.
To you I drink,
Cheers, to your health, my darling!
Here is my admittance:
I love you.
That is the simplicity of it,
The gentle reasoning behind false complexity.
I love you,
I love you,
You don’t.
I love you,
Sleep tight, I say, sleep,
And dream of me no more.
hmm... at first I thought this one was about an boyfriend but now I see how it's at the world... interesting... one could take it as either you are drunk on the world or drunk cause of the world... either way... perhaps a bit too much. Sure... the world's cruel as you say it doesn't love you... but do you need the world to love you?
sometimes it just takes a bit of music to clear that up (like Agalloch persay :)
horns up... music on... and keep rocking on to life's symphony... get drunk on only the music heh. And dream of course... of the better things