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There is something which wants to come out
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Feelings There is something which wants to come out,
But trying to reach, it doesn't sprout,
Why is it always in my mouth?
Trying to say things which make them proud.
There will be a day when it will shout,
My inner voice will speak when I stand out,
There is a feel which is routh,
Whether it is feelings or they are just doubts.
- Taher Chakkiwala
There are many feelings which
There are many feelings which want to come out of your heart. Tou dont know whether they are feelings or just your thoughts about somethinghey are feelings but sometimes this happens that your are so confused in life that y......WHEN I WAS YOUNGER I can honestly say I was trappepted between 2 worlds where on one hand I was so in love it hurt to think about it ,never once did I conseder my self a lover ,to many bad things had happended in my short life ,the craziest of them all I was raped by a black man in his mid to younger 20 's .now it makes no sense to me now but back then I may not of hated all black men but there wa no trust either I was left face down in a iragation ditch .I think he thought I was dead and I HATED GAY MEN !!!!
I trained Myself to fight I learned every dirty trick in thr=e book and invented a few I WAS NEVER GOING TO BE HELPLESS AGAIN I joined the Army an becam one of their star puples I was a stone cold killer I met a girl who had basicly been through the same shit the deferance was she klimbed into her self and wouldn't let anyone in when you your in love you dont know whether they are feelings or just your thoughts about something they are feelings but sometimes this happens that your are so confused If I had it to do all over again I would like to say I would of become a better lover than a killer ! or soI tell myself that
Every story-teller bends the myth to his own purpose. that's why a Hero has a thousand faces