I want my brain to b in peace,
but its fighting even to breath,
i dont have courage even to let you know how i feel
whats actually happening with us now a days
you were something special a true feeling of care
now i really feel stupid that whyy did i really care
you broke me hard into pieces nt mendable
what was my mistake a simple question unanswerable
i fought hard i survived though
but i am not the same i used to be whom
how can you do this to me my friend
wasnt i someone you really cared
now you return just because you finished your fight
but now what do you expct even me to change
i want you to know how i have gone through all tha pain
it wasnt that easy for me to follow the rain
i cried till my tears evaporated in the air
i fought till my breath said enough now theres nothing left
now you returned but my heart says i have sheilded you because this person really doesnt care
if it had it wouldnt have done such things to you
dont let her in again or else she will break you
i tried to get normal but do i really know
i changes allot n i can feel it so
i dont have that feelings that i used to have
but i do really care that it shouldnt have been there
words are unspoken but fight is still there
i may smile like nothing happend
but my question is still there
what did i do that you betrayed
what was my fault that i was forced to be broken
if you could answer i would have been glad
but ask yourself was it really for me to make me mad..
You dint do it good but still everything has to go on..