How does it feel

How does it feel, to be there?

How does it feel to know that someone cares?

How does it feel to stand on your own two feet?

How does it feel when you see my driving down the street?

How does it feel to know that you hurt me so bad?

How does it feel?

It must not feel that bad

How does it feel when you hear my disappointed voice, just hanging on the line?

How does it feel? Is it different every time?

How does it feel each time you hear me cry?

How does it feel does it eat at your insides?

How does it feel to know that without you I’d be a mess?

How does it feel, I don’t know, so I guess….

How does it feel every time you know you’ve let me down?

How does it feel when you’re staring at the ground?

How does it feel to know that Id give my life for you

How does it feel to know there’s nothing I wouldn’t do?

How does it feel to live in pity under pressure?

How does it feel, can the pride even be measured?

How does it feel to wear sunglasses in the dark?

How does it feel you didn’t even touch me,

but the hurt still left a mark.

How does it feel to leave me here alone?

How does it feel to not pick up your phone?

How does it feel to be in your shoes?

How does it feel to do the hurtful things you do?

How does it feel to lay somewhere soundly asleep

While I am alone contemplating anger I hold inside & keep

How does it feel to know that I sit alone in my room?

Hiding under the sheets from thoughts of sorrow and gloom

How does it feel each time I walk away

How does it feel to know I cry for you each day?

How does it feel to ignore the voice calling your name?

How does it feel?

Does it even feel at all?

How does it feel to know,

When you stand I fall

How does it feel?

….when you walk……. I crawl

Author's Notes/Comments: 

ehh just some hurt feelings i threw into words i guess. i like the ending its really how i feel, hope you like it im sure alot of people can relate.

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let me say again and again the same words from the core of my heart that..love the logics expressed in this poem with a good idea.. I went through few of your poems and loved them too..you are good poetess and hope you never stop writing and add more poems.. this poem is good and love it..hope you like my poems too.. and let me know if they also touch your heart.. I am basically a peace wisher poet with 6 books published... I am a peace dreamer, love-based peace promoter... hope you be with me... let me share here one of my own famous say with you... ( a friendly smile is the best weapon of war to fight with..afzal shauq