How am I still here?
Im not really scared,
Im not longing for you in the least way.
I say I still Love you but do I really mean what I say?
Or am I just trying to keep my feelings lingering your way?
How did I do it?
I finally moved on.
I know I loved you for sure but its like something has healed my sad heart, Found the perfect cure
But how am I still herenot crying or being sad.
Im not longer needing you.
But I feel empty,
I no longer have that horable yet happy feeling to need you in my life.
I just dont understand,
because for so long I would just melt at the slightest touch of your hand.
Your still with me deep down inside...
but for now I want to know,
how am I still alive waiting to thrive without yearning for you to be by my side?