Its killing me, dont you see?
Are you feeling me ?
Do you notice that Im here In so much pain?
I cant go on deaths knocking at my door,
Would you be able to stand such horror?
Can you hear my cry and feel the tears fall from my eyes?
I've been hiding this for quite a while now,
I didn't know how to tell you I thought you would get mad,
but you dont understand what I feel it's actually quiet sad,
The cuts on my wrist don't even compare to this inside unhappiness,
I'm really not that bad would you simply take a look.
Im not saying goodbye
or telling you im fine
Im just trying to tell you whats always on my mind.