soul mate insomnia

so desperately obvious

i concure

my constant inspiration

a shining orb of light

don't call me a star

you've got nothing on me anymore

i've spent my last few hours

leaving nothing to the imagination

and i want to finish this sentence

a better way then it was started

with a changing season

a life unfolded

and reconfigured

into something...

better

simply enough

if i could do anything

i would change my name

to be like yours

and hope you'd understand

i was never built to

sleep alone

you were made to fit here

next to me

your arms were meant

to keep me safe (and warm)

i'm supposed to sleep

similing

you had it in mind

so did i

the first time i will ever sleep

will be my first night

spent

sleeping

with

you

terribly romantic

i concure

i've been up for 19 years

waiting for you

to

come

to

bed

wonderfully lonely

i'm saving the best sleep

for the feeling of you

encircling me

it's getting late

but i've got years to wait

these tired eyes won't rest

until they rest

on

you


Author's Notes/Comments: 

scott told me once that he knows he was never meant to sleep alone. he also said that he believes he will get his first good night of sleep the first night he sleeps with his wife... i trust that he is correct.

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Jeremy Schmidt's picture

That's an interesting perspective on sleeping. I think I was meant to sleep alone though.

Jusin's picture

This poem really speaks to me. The ending: "these tired eyes won't rest until they rest on you" is such a powerful description of the emotions! Great poem!

Josh Glasgow's picture

wonderfully lonely

Of all the lines in this poem, I like that the best. I'm not sure why. Is it even an oxymoron? I don't know it just.. stood out to me. A lot.