I’m not what you think I am
I am stronger that you think
I do the best I can
I am not weak
But I can’t take it everyday
The constant annoyance
Of you
Always hassling me
Why must you put me down
Must you always see me frown
Why can’t you see
That you are hurting me
Sometimes I wonder
If the life I live is right
All these being thrown at me
I then find solace at night
I don’t think I can take it anymore
Funny what people do
Can go straight to the core
They don’t realize it
After all is said and done
Some of us are still alone
And look for guidance in the
Stars and the sun
Now adays it’s like everyone
Is under a confidentiality agreement
Nothing is ever said
It’s just one big secret
Even to myself I do this
It’s my personal business
Though would it hurt
To ask if I was ok
Is it hard to show compassion
Though I must say
I don’t have remorse
What happens shall happen
Because I choose it too
Life is taking it’s course
As I contemplate
These feelings going around inside
They’re too complicated
So many wrinkles
Will I ever find a straight line