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Because of you
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Death March 30th-
My body is cold
My lips are blue
Why did I do this
Because of you?
I feel the earth below me
Like a pillow under my head
No knifes
No guns
But pills instead
The bottle lays empty
Cap unscrewed
What did I do?
What did I do?
My spirit floats
My body lays
My mother finds me
She just prays
I reach for her
I'm sucked away
Like a deep crest of a wave
She pounds the ground
Screaming why oh why?
Again, I asked myself why did I?
My brother arrives
My best friend too
I thought to myself
What did I do!?
I look away
The pain's too deep
My life is probably over
Because of me
I look back
For one last glance
As they take me into the ambulance
I did this to ease my pain
But I lost instead of gained
As I look around
My family
I regret that night
For I scared you so
What reason did I have
To stop my lifeline
It was all because of a fight
I think you expressed you
I think you expressed you feelings very well. It's sad, beautifully written at the same time. I don't know or understand your struggles, but I have my own, and it's never easy... Be strong.
-- Jordan <3