It was sitting there abandoned
on that long and lonely trail
it had sit perhaps a hundred years
for no one lived to tell
about the tragedies that it had suffered
on the long hard trip out West
and was it fire, or the sickness or Indians
that had put it to the test
and what about the families
and the hardships overcome
I can almost feel the sorrow
when they realized that time had won
had it been an older couple
going west to claim a new life
or had they been a younger couple
a brand new husband and his wife
I can almost hear their hearts a thumpin'
as they packed up to take this trip
food, water and household goods
and don't forget the old cow whip
and I too, can feel the sorrow
or the families and their friends
as they loaded up and headed out
almost knowing that when they left
they'ed not see their families ere again
and as they traveled onward
in that wagon train so long
did they talk and laugh with other folk
did they hunt and sing old songs
did they look with hope and promise
to the new land folks had said
that was better than the rest
and they were anxious just to get there
to this rich land God had blessed
Oh I bet they couldn't wait to see it
to build new cabins warm and snug
and to get all their treasures in them
on their new and braided rugs
and they would sit and dream for hours
as the old camp fires burned low
and they talked about how much work
they had to do
in it's soft melodious glow
I can still see the children playing
and smell food cooking in the pots
I can hear the shouting of the wagon master
as he pointed out each ones spot
I can feel the pain and sorrow
as some young and tender mother
and I hear her crying sound
as they buried her small daughter
in that hard and dusty ground
and we'll never ever know the story
of how their dreams come to an end
and how their hopes and passions
just died along with them
and as one by one they lost them
their families and their friends
When did their troubles start to come
did the Indians just ride down and kill
did the wagons accidently burn
did dust storms come at will
And now I stand here with such memories
as the moon grows ever pale
o'er this old conastoga wagon
left abandoned on the trail
and as I stand here looking at it
an old wagon, half buried in the sand
at the rotten boards and spokes of wheels
that's here lying all around
and I feel that I was once here
so many years ago
and could it be me that once had traveled
in this wagon old and slow
Very nice, I was with them
Very nice, I was with them there, and felt the sorrow as they buried their daughter. I lived in the old west in an earlier life.
My Secret River