Waves of darkness
By jfarrell
Here in my tower I watch the coming storm;
The raven coloured clouds of regret;
The silvery-edged waves of woe, drenching my soul;
The lightening sheds a spotlight on my aloness.
Pain-wrapped feelings of guilt;
Pain wrapped feelings of need;
Drink the beer, drown it;
Smoke the weed, numb it.
And “why me, again?”
Leads to “I’ve had enough! No more! My turn!”
My fantasies are so blood-soaked….
My dreams, asleep and waking, so violent; vile.
Everything I think, see, feel, is so violent;
And, my anger, my hate, is awakened;
“BURN IT ALL DOWN! NOW!”
“AND BURN ALL OF ‘EM!”
I smile, shake your hand, but that voice, that command,
Means you too;
I may drown in my miasma of despair;
Please take this life-jacket; don’t drown with me.