“And… NO SINGING!!!”
By jfarrell
(sorry, gotta give credit to Monty Python; those three words, because of depression, sums up 99.9% of my life :-) “…..a sceptic tank? You WERE lucky……”)
Misery is a peculiar mistress;
You’re not listening, why would I? Hate this place;
But…., you’re tapping your foot and
“And…. NO SINGING!!!”
So, you stand there;
Trying to smile, but in a nice way;
Trying to mask the misery; the bitterness;
A complete stranger smiles at me and…..
“And… NO SINGING!!!”
Alone, at last;
Get my shoes off; let my mask down;
Cutting, so, so deep…… yesssssss…. comfort…..
My criss-crossed cuts release the bitterness I feel…..
“And…. NO SINGING!!!”
Every pleasure; music, reading, cutting,
Films, the whole of life, of people and everything after that;
Every nice feeling is accompanied by a voice;
“And…. NO SINGING!!!!”;
If ever I find the owner I cutting his throat.