The 21st Day - Sober
By jfarrell
Day 21 been very ok,
Other than the ‘I am God, nothing can touch me’ bit
Which I just stare stupified at;
I don’t even believe in god
How can I be god?
Ah, forget it
I suppose we all go through that bit getting sober.
Day 16 was nuclear bomb wanting to go off
The terrorist attack on a kids concert
For multiple reasons
A fuse was lit and spent all next day burning
Until boom!
You wouldn’t believe how destructive
An explosion of poetry can be
After that I went to bed knowing I had changed the world
Fell asleep thinking “is this how it feels to be god?, disappointing,
I thought there’d be more rainbows.”
And woke up to an email saying “congratulations on your new job;
You are god.”
I am still sober, day 21 now
Last few days been easy
In a way I can’t explain,
And don’t trust;
If it weren’t for the god complex bit,
I’d be feeling very happy now;
Instead, cant help but feel a little….. concerned?…… worried?…
It doesn’t matter
I’m sober and I’m still standing :)
Thanks for your support everyone :)