Becoming

Becoming

By Jfarrell

 

What the hell am I becoming?

And will I be good or bad?

Full of love or full of hate?

Will I make things better or burn it all down?

I guess

We’ll have to wait and see.

 

I was a lot of things;

A drunk,

A chronic depressive,

A coward

An insignificant failure.

 

But,

I am changing

Becoming

Something

Else

Something

Different.

 

Let’s hope it’s something good

Healing the world

Giving love and hope in abundance.

I hope

I am becoming WORTHY;

Worthy of the love of my heart’s desire,

Worthy to take my place amongst my fellow humans

Worthy of my love

Yes,

I hope I am

Becoming WORTHY.

 

 

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

i hope

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