Becoming
By Jfarrell
What the hell am I becoming?
And will I be good or bad?
Full of love or full of hate?
Will I make things better or burn it all down?
I guess
We’ll have to wait and see.
I was a lot of things;
A drunk,
A chronic depressive,
A coward
An insignificant failure.
But,
I am changing
Becoming
Something
Else
Something
Different.
Let’s hope it’s something good
Healing the world
Giving love and hope in abundance.
I hope
I am becoming WORTHY;
Worthy of the love of my heart’s desire,
Worthy to take my place amongst my fellow humans
Worthy of my love
Yes,
I hope I am
Becoming WORTHY.