ashtray

Ashtray

By Jfarrell

 

As I put out my cigarette,

And glimpse the ashtray,

I can’t help but think

What a metaphor for my life

This is.

 

The dog-ends of past decisions,

Regrets,

Broken promises;

Drowning in the powdered ash

Long since burned.

 

The bottom of the ashtray,

Is stained ashen black;

Like Dorian Gray’s picture,

Inside me, is there a place,

That holds the scars of my mistakes,

Like dirty, filthy stains?

 

I can wash my ashtray;

Can I wash

What’s inside me?

 

I got cleaner,

I got scrubbing brush,

And

I gonna give it a bloody good try.

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

yep, i am that dirty

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