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I Want Happiness
Am I depressed
Or am I just stressed
Why am I so confused on how I feel
Why does the pain have to feel so real
Whats wrong with me
Sometimes its hard to tell
This feels like Hell
I don't want to feel this way
I just want to be happy
The emotions are so strong
Why am I always wrong
Why do I seem to make the wrong decisions and not the right
Why is there always a fight
I need to think before I do
My actions need to be smart too
I don't want to feel this way
I just want to be happy
I look around and all I see
Is people happy, careless, and free
I don't always relate to them
I feel left out and don't fit in
It seems like everyone around me
Has gone away or changed from what they used to be
No one is the same
Life feels like a game
I always lose and never win
Why does my life always spin
I don't want to feel this way
I just want to be happy
Everything changes from each second through each year
Why is my mind filled with so much fear
Fear of being in pain, fear of being sad
Fear of going insane, fear of being mad
What can make all my fears go away
How can I get on with my life, right now, today
I look to my left and all I see
Is a rainy sky awaiting me
To my right, a blank wall
No sounds, no movement, at all
I'd rather live my life as blank wall than a rainy sky
Now you sit here and wonder why
A wall can't cry, can't see, can't make a sound
A rainy sky is usually bad all the way around
I'd rather have no feeling in my life
Than lay here in bed with so much strife
I don't want to feel this way
I just want to be happy
Living life has its ups and downs
It also has its smiles and frowns
My life will get better, this I know
But just for now, I think I'll go
