i dont want to tell you im hurt
because im scared of you
i wonder if youll mock my pain
maybe youll feel like i do
theres secrets i havent told
the secrets buried inside of me
secrets about my internal scars
too deep for the eye to see
lying deeply in my heart,
the reasonings to why i cry
the main point at where it started
the answer to the question why
why theres so much pain there
why the hurt is so much more
why the scars run so deep
why my internal tears seem to pour
pour onto the outside
so that everybody knows
they know about the pain inside me
they know about the hurt that grows
it grows deeper until it hurts so much
that the pains is unbearing
i try to hold myself together
but i know my heart is tearing
its breaking into a million pieces
just so every one can see
the pain i once tried to hide
the pain that was buried inside of me
Wow, I am speechless, well said. I know you have a lot of pain, you really have a great way of putting your feelings into words. So Mature for someone your age. However, I am sorry for the pain. I am here if you ever need to vent! I love all your poems