What happened before we met?
How often were you left empty, upset?
While I wrote lyrics of scathing tone
Did you cry in the dark all alone?
When i was mislead with
Outer beauty and a smile
You sat writing and searching
With tears all the while
And when I tried to scrub off
Her dirty lies in the shower
Did you struggle and watch
Another pedal fall from your flower?
As unrequited love stung
And blurred my sight
You sat 100 feet away
And starred lonely into the night
When December came
And we finally met
Was the paint on your
Latest scar still wet?
Now as I sit finally
Hopeful I made a good choice
And I pray you too sit
Also missing my voice
Within me, I ponder
A question, I let fester
What happened to you before
We met first semester?
Whether you too feel
What boils deep within
Or write me off as another
Charming male manifestation of sin
I've made a decision
Honest as I've always been
When my past makes you look perfect
I wouldn't hesitate to do it all again
1/03
"I tried to scrub off Her dirty lies in the shower"
that caught me in the stomach, absolutely amazing concept... i love it
-Lynn