Silence that should've been a sign to avoid
Instead pulled me in, with my mind it toyed
What was i missing, what was left unseen?
Something biting that bit me, something obscene
You can put up the billboard of the "normal" one
That you're merry and happy, that you have only fun
But with a few hints and an intuitive sense
I've lifted the veil, destroyed the suspense
Replaced again, by mystery and confusion
Where do i fit, was it all just an illusion?
It's not just about me and the riddle i hold
I see now much more, a soul left out in the cold
Staring in the window, hungry for the poisoned meal
That it desperately wants, to eat, devour and feel
My place still unclear, do i answer or replace
The thing that leaves you with such a sour taste
So sour that you now muzzle your past
Destroy then, cover now, and try to run fast
But pain can only lose a race one way
When instead of running in one spot you stay
And stare it down and take its trauma
And finally kill all the misery and drama
Perhaps im the remedy, or im nothing at all
But a short stop, a brief smile to recall
And you may never know through the beers and the mixers
That i may have been one of the curing elixirs
12/02
Wow- this is definately my favorite one