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Oh Love
You started to flirt with me
I was a bit frazzled.
You started to get closer to me.
I was a bit worried.
You said I was perfect
I doubted it.
You said I didn't deserve what happened to me.
I agreed.
You started to trust me.
I was happy.
You started to say that you loved me.
I was shocked.
You said you would not know what to do in life if I wasn't with you.
I was happy again.
You asked me out.
I said yes, thinking that I truly loved you.
You truly love me for all that I am.
I blushed for someone made me happy for who I am not someone who I play to be.
You said that you've loved me ever since you met me.
I get a bit skeptical, for we have talked over Skype.
You make me feel loved like no one has ever done.
I question myself this everyday, do you truly love me?
Do I love you or the idea of a boyfriend? Why is this so jumbled up in my head? Why can't any of this come out straight? Does any of this make sense? Can I handle a long distance relationship over the internet? Do you actually love me? Do I actually love you? Why am I so conflicted? Why can't I tell anything to you without being petrified?
Oh Love,
Why must you mess with the innocent heart that has nothing to do with my demanding and bi-polar mind? Why must this confused child as it is be even more confused with your tricks and plays? Did Cupid hit me instead of someone else? Are you always this confusing?
Oh Love, why do I question myself with all of your mistakes? Is this the price I pay for trusting the wrong people and not being able to trust the right people?
Oh Love, please help me figure this out. Give me your commands in someway in which I can comprehend.
Oh Love, grant me the grace in order to get through the days trying to figure you out.
