I don’t know why you can’t look at me
After these hurdles that we have leapt
We put everything on the line
Secrets best off kept.
I knew this was it
This is how it should be
But things haven’t been convincing
At least not for me.
I can’t put my finger on one thing
To prove my paranoia right
You’ve been looking at me differently
Since that special night.
I keep thinking that it’s me
That you’ve lost the feelings you had
Maybe the feelings were never there
Or maybe my company is bad.
We made it feel so special
We even shared true love
You won’t make the life changing decision
When push comes to shove.
I met you that first night
You looked at me so deep
Ever since you’ve eased back
I feel a helpless heap.
I get the feeling this girl was a user from the way your pain is expressed here. If so you are better w/o her.