cool feet

Cool feet, need deep in desperate begging to bring me to heaven I'm a mess. Don't need sex but please show me your heart but feels like you wanna tear it apart. God help me and deliver me from this madness. I had this and I didn't even ask for it now your at wits. Shit tripping cause now your making me trip in your mess. Why much play a game that I didn't even agree to play or didn't even know about. Just wanted to be a friend but condensed your fatal feeling on me bringing me to fall deep. I sink quicker than the water going down like the waterfall. I try to call but no answer. What kind of person are you. I feel as if you just want me for a collection of emtpiness. Meaning I will collect dust on your cabinet with the rest of your stuff and be mistreated like them. I didn't sign with a pen my life to you. This ain't cool I so blue and confused, battered and bruised. I lose you win but for what to prove that your better. Got me hurting singing in falsetto instead of listening to metal smashing and damage trying to manage my emotion. All I can feel is "please come closer!" This is a crazy feeling and why do I feel this. I lift my head up and look up high crying why this was just a lie. You threw me in the fire. Trying to get me to call master but I won't. You provoke me and I feel the need that it is time to leave. You make me feel like a creep so I throw up the deuces and I say peace and wonder geez what was I thinking. I must of been drinking. I will never do this. Cool feet walking while I'm blooding and lost. I was deceived man but a broken man that struggles already with no plan =_(.