Dad I wish I could make things better
I wish you didn't have to feel any pain
If there was a way to get you out of this hell hole, I would take it
all away.
Dad I wish we could make things right-
Back to the way it was supposed to be.
Instead you felt so lonely and we were too blind to see.
But you could have told us the way you felt too. We're not that
oblivious, stubborn, or mean. Dad, if we were that cruel to you we'd
adapt it through some genes.
I know we've had our differences, but let's put that all aside for
now. You have to fix your relationship with Jacqueline. She's your
youngest- your last born child.
You remember how it felt- to be mistreated by your dad. Do you want to
be the same example- the same of what you had?
I know you don't want to remember. It's hard to relive that pain. Now
you endure much more hardship. Nothing else will be the same.
We all have our faults you know. You could've done it any other way,
but you chose to live it differently and you've done it all in vain.
I hope you think of mommy -everyday for the rest of your life. You
took away the one person who cared for all of us. If you don't think
so, look twice.
She put the clothes on your back, a roof over your head, and the food
you ate everyday. If that doesn't convince you that she really did
love you, then you should put your head down in shame.
Mommy took care of you and you know it. Your ego got in the way. Now
all we do is remember her. Just look at the position she lays.
Even though this happened, I will always love you,
Stephanie