Did I?

Did i waste over a year of my life

Spending my days with you

You used to make me feel so amazing

like nothing could ever hurt me.

But then you started gettin jealous

Didnt want me being with my friends

Then i dissapeared

They never saw me.

When they did i was too afraid to say hello

The fear of your grip around my wrists

The fear of that knife against yours

You knew how to scare me

You knew how to stop me from saying goodbye

I wont deny that i loved you

because it was true.

But what happened?

What changed?

Your temper got worse

You couldnt control your anger

bruses apearing all over my body

wrists black and blue from you hold

being thrown against your wall

glasses being smashed at me!

What did i do?

I dropped everything for you

and thats how you treated me!

I had to say goodbye

i cudnt stay with someone who was so rough

i know i hurt you wen i sed those words

"its over"

But i couldnt cope with the bruses

the confidence i had was taken away

you always upset me

turned my family against me!

Did i waste my time?

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Leah Pugh's picture

luv this poem gem.
you're amazing.
you should never have to feel pain.
look after you.
xx