Did i waste over a year of my life
Spending my days with you
You used to make me feel so amazing
like nothing could ever hurt me.
But then you started gettin jealous
Didnt want me being with my friends
Then i dissapeared
They never saw me.
When they did i was too afraid to say hello
The fear of your grip around my wrists
The fear of that knife against yours
You knew how to scare me
You knew how to stop me from saying goodbye
I wont deny that i loved you
because it was true.
But what happened?
What changed?
Your temper got worse
You couldnt control your anger
bruses apearing all over my body
wrists black and blue from you hold
being thrown against your wall
glasses being smashed at me!
What did i do?
I dropped everything for you
and thats how you treated me!
I had to say goodbye
i cudnt stay with someone who was so rough
i know i hurt you wen i sed those words
"its over"
But i couldnt cope with the bruses
the confidence i had was taken away
you always upset me
turned my family against me!
Did i waste my time?
luv this poem gem.
you're amazing.
you should never have to feel pain.
look after you.
xx