John Milton . . . Wallace Stevens . . . through your poems,
I have learned more about real Poetry
than ever I had hoped to know on that
Monday, October thirteenth, of nineteen
seventy-five when I thought (despite
parental disapproval and dismay,
expressed at least one every day and night)
to study Poetry in youthful hope
of---some far day---becoming one, myself.
(that happened for me on that Saturday,
July sixteenth of nineteen ninety-four).
Both of you taught me of that useful verse
called Blank, or Iambic Pentameter.
Both of you vivified that line to serve
the grandeur of a cosmic, epic poem;
or meditative discourse on the power
of Poetry; or even a riposte
to skeptics, mockers, haters and yokels.
(And one evening, in early December
of nineteen seventy-six, not Monday
or Friday, or a weekend day; but one,
midweek---the date and exact day of which
I cannot now remember---I spoke of
you, Mister Milton, on my citizens'
band radio to Lady JellyBean,
who need to write a report for her
high school class. For about three hours or so,
while the most beautiful BlueShift,
drove my car---which would have so shocked both my
parents they might have needed counseling---
so that I could more fully concentrate
on helping JellyBean. The paper earned
an A for her, and I had much enjoyed
the chance to speak about your Poetry.)
Lately, in this last segment of my old
age (or so I believe it to be so),
I am returning to Blank Verse and to
the rhythm of the agile Iambic
Pentameter: I want to write a poem
in those lines about two Fridays during
my first collegiate freshman term (lasting
Thursday, September ninth until Tuesday
November twenty-third of that same year---
nineteen seventy-six), and how the gift
BlueShift had given me (second
only to that thriving, exquisite love
that I received in that memorable
year from BlueShift). Despite the fierce
waves of the upperclassmen's prejudice
against freshmen; and the hatred of some
for those who loved, and who expressed that love
to, whomever they pleased and in a way
according to their natures, without least
regard to inhibitions or to rules;
despite my roommate's quick, immediate
dislike of me (he told me on the third
day of our residence that we would not
take any further meals together, or
seek friendships in the same social circles);
and yes, despite the very worst detail---
the separation from BlueShift
(enforced by distance, two hours' driving time
northeast on the interstate from our small
town to a similar small town in which
the "university" was located):
my First Beloved's gift encouraged and
protected me, and kept me from a fall
apart during that hard and long exile.
I need to tell that in a blank verse poem,
and dedicate it to BlueShift.
J-Called
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