At first sight, I thought he was beautiful---
that profuse, waist length hair cascading in
soft, tight curls; those slender limbs, and
his sparkling eyes and shy smile: all
perfect to the expression of certain desires
without regard to inhibitions imposed by
envious old prudes and prejudiced haters.
He rewarded me, not my pimp, with an
extravagant amount; and then declared that
nall seven of us were free that pimp, who
was compensated for loss of future profits,
provided he depart from Alexandria (never to
return)---which he did, after his recovery from the
enthusiastically thorough beating he received at the
hands---fists---of the Inimitable Livers, the
bodyguard organized and trained by Mark Antony.
But the young man invited me (despite my low station.
despite any objection that might be raised by the
administrative bureaucracy that served his mother)
back to the Royal Enclosure, and, therein, to
his very private and luxurious suite of
chambers, including an enormous bed and an
infloor pool of warm, scented water. Naked and
tumescent before me (the glistening lavender
bulb blossoming to offer a first droplet of
sweetstuff), he drew on to his legs a pair of
gold, silk stockings---totally translucent and
sheer, except for the smooth opacity of the
doubled weave that ensheathed his toes.
We discovered, together, the pleasures that
our bodies both provided to and received from
each other; pleasures always best when
shared together and not apart. He was always
attentive to my responses---that which I
enjoyed (sometimes breathlessly) while
carefully avoiding anything which I
found uncomfortable. Sometimes we
bathed together---he still clad in those
stockings; but always, to end each night, we
slept together, in each other's arms, until the
following mornings grew late and breakfast
arrived. During all of our encounters, he
presented his genuine feelings: humbly
appreciative, shyly seductive, and sometimes
humorously silly. In the quiet privacy of
his suite of rooms, or the refreshment of
his infloor pool, or the expansive softness of
his bed and the coolness of its linen sheets: in
all of this luxury, he was---simply, beautifully, and
erotically---just Kaisarion, rather than Ptolemy XV,
Pharaoh, King above other Kings, Lord and
Ruler of Upper and Lower Egypt; and in his
gentle embrace, and the release of his
sweetstuff upon me, I was no longer a
boywhore---commodified chattel---but his
Lover and Friend, his intimate Lover and Friend.
Starward