The wailers and the flautists had begun
to put on their performances as the
shrouded bier, and the battered corpse it bore,
was carried through the streets of Nain and toward
the tombs outside of town. I stood among
the last of those who followed, as did the
Roman whose eyes, I think, were moist with tears;
a waste of tears for Neaniskos, that
unabashed queer whose face and ribs we bashed
in good. The mess concealed beneath that shroud
should have been strung up in the marketplace
as warning to all boywhores and the men
and boys who fancied their companionship.
Alas, the laws of God do not permit
a body to remain strung up and on
display after sundown of any day.
The bier moved on, too slowly if you ask
me: I was anxious to attend the lunch
given thereafter in the memory
of Neaniskos. By that time, they had
carried the bier and Neaniskos near
the city's gate. Then, suddenly, out of
the crowd, a tall, broad-shouldered man stepped forth;
looking distinguished though he wore a robe
made out of the same homespun fabric that
(with the exception of the Roman) clothed
us all. A nobleness resided on the man's
brow, and although his face expressed a real
compassion for the widowed mother's grief,
his gaze seemed to look toward a time beyond
the pall of sorrow, death and its graveyard.
The sun was high, the air was hot; and soon
the stench of Neaniskos would begin
to gag us all, as his lifestyle had gagged
me, and also my friends---neither of whom
followed the funeral procession now.
The unknown, and as yet, unnamed man drew
near to the bier, and said---with gentle voice---
to Neaniskos' mother, "Weep not." Then,
he touched the bier, and uttered just these words:
"Young man, I say to you . . . arise." At that
moment, the shroud stirred, just a little bit;
then Neaniskos sat up on the bier---
not mutilated, not mangled, not bruised;
with all of his beauty restored to him.
He spoke: I was too shocked to hear, aghast
that this man---certainly the prophet that
the Roman (who was weeping for the joy)
had been seeking---had raised a faggot up
to new life (fingers and toes seemingly
healed intact), and, taking him by the hand,
delivered him into his mother's arms.
All those who had gathered to mourn began
to glorify God with their praises, and
to sing some of the Psalms of David (yes!,
David again). But, as I turned away
(and I admit entertaining thoughts
about a second murder straightaway),
the prophet---though he stood across the road---
seemed to gaze into my eyes, and I heard,
within my mind (or, maybe, in my soul),
"If you do that unto any of these,
"my brethren, you have done it unto me."
Others around me were shouting about
a great prophet risen among us, and
that God had visited His people. Both
of my friends left Nain under cover of
darkness: one became a thief and was
arrested by the Romans and sentenced
to pull a galley's oar until he died.
The other, so I hear, had come into
a small inheritance and drank himself
into a stupor, during which his heart
gave out before the booze did. As for me,
I am not sorry for what I had done
to Neaniskos (though I do not dare
approach him; anyhow, he has left Nain
to follow that great prophet who raised him---
healed and alive that once was cold and stiff).
Sometimes I walk around the tombs outside
Nain's precincts, and I wonder if I, too,
will be raised after death, and to what life.
Starward
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