Firday Night, August sixth, nineteen seventy-six:
you had been staying with your sister and her small son
while her husband worked nights at the plant, an imposition
(to be less than a full week) caused by scheduling errors.
You had invited me to spend part of this night with you, and
(despite parental objection, with much melodramatic expression),
we planned to drive, the next day, two hours northeastward to the
campus (where I would be compelled to spend almost
eleven weeks apart from you, beginning September ninth).
Before dusk had even begun, you had kicked your shoes off on the
front porch of your sister's house. We ate home-made tacos and
watched televised gameshows until about ten p.m., when she and
your nephew retired to sleep for the night. (Your sister and
her family lived at the corner of G--- Road and G--- Avenue, in the
section of our township called, informally, TownView, in one of the
nicer, ranchstyle homes of this area, which my parents---
after learning that my best friend sometimes stayed there---
despised and castigated according to the prejudice that comforted them.)
You suggested we step back into the dining room. You
unbuttoned your shirt, leaving it to hang open, as we returned to the
now cleared table to play cards for a while. Immediately after we
sat down, across from each other, I felt, on my kneecaps, the
warmth and very light weight of your feet---sheathed in the
softness of midnight blue crew socks; which were normally not
quite entirely concealed by the frayed and tattered cuffs of your
baggy blue jeans. You knew that the local Shock Theater began at
midnight; and, since we had not been able to go to the drive-in
theater, this one Friday night only (and we both realized that the
supply of our weekend nights would soon expire as September ninth
drew ominously near); so, at eleven forty-five we adjourned to the
television room, and you said, laughingly, "I thought my feet were on the
table legs," but your coy smile suggested that I should not
believe that. I say in one corner of the luxuriously plush sofa, and
you sprawled out with your head at the opposite end, such that
your feet now occupied my lap. I inhaled, deeply, the
pheremone-laden scent of your socks. Only a few minutes into the
film, you seemed to fall asleep; and I took this opportunity to
draw one fingertip, repeatedly and relentlessly, across your soles,
sheathed in that dark fabric. I traced all the alphabet's letters, the
cardinal numbers, and all the plane figures I could remember from
tenth grade geometry. I wished I had known about a hundred of the
digits that follow the point that follow the three in Pi, but would have
settled even for five, to trace on those soles enclosed in midnight
blue softness. I noticed little of the Shock Theature feature; I cannot,
now, even recall the title, or any of the story. My attention was
fixed, then (and now, as I tell this) on your socks, your soft, warm,
fragrant and flavorful midnight blue socks.
J-Called