They derogate, those visitors, but above the
bay Biscaynian it will appear, just after the
time once known as dusk. Upon the
water's surface, I float as if suspended by the
force of my desire to behold that star,
despite the arduous efforts to achieve the
logistical accomplishment just to see it.
They approach, those inquisitors, but the
star has risen in right ascension out of that
direction the ancestors, with their lips and
tongues, declared as the foremost East. The
star twinkles, its light produced by the
fusion of hydrogen in its core. It occupies the sku
alone and solitary and glorious; alone and solitary.
They intrude, those enviers, as the
star ascends to its highest possible
point above me and I can preserve the
image in my memory, for I suspect I
shall not achieve this portion yet again; but
I, and I only, have looked up the first star to
sparkle after the myriad millenia starless.
They attack, those slimegobs to which the
alteration of hmanity declined. Flesh became
convenient cystoplasm and limbs became
extendabble retractable pseudopods; individual
senses fell away, replaced by telepathos of all;
nothing secret, nothing withheld any longer, but
I, alone of them all, have looked up the star.
They punish, those torturers, with the zeal of
their unrestrained and jealous savagery, that I
have been condemned for this private evolution---
my own, and not the community's in its profusion---
long agonies to be suffered before they allow me to die.
With silent curses not borne on a scream or cry,
they mount me and---oh, pain!---crush my only eye!
Starward