Aboard the ship, you turn your face seaward
toward Rome. At your back, aft, is Caesarea,
and beyond it the trouble some province
where nothing you know makes any sense any more.
Rome will welcome you back; Rome understands you,
and you understand Rome: the wreckage of the Republic,
the adulteries, the conspiracies, the best of banquets and baths;
the policies of Tiberius and the politics of Sejanus,
despite the Senate and the People of Rome. All of it is to be
preferred to the agitated turmoil of this land you are leaving,
and all of its upheavals: the Centurion, who had commanded you,
now in love with a beautiful, long-haired boy, who is said to have been
once dead in some village---Nain? was that the name---until raised
to life by a holy man, whom the Centurion later crucified, and who is
also said to be raised out of death to unending life.
Rome is calmer, more staid, compared to all that (behind you, aft, and
you will not look back). No, Rome's temples, those shadowed spaces,
inhabited by the marbled statues of gods in silence and stillness,
will comfort you upon and after your arrival, your escape from
this troublesome country that believes God has walked there, was
murdered and resurrected there---and this they deem Good News there.
Starward