I remember the dream, that foggy morning, quite clearly:
you and I, sir, seated at an upright piano, playing "Be My
Baby," arranged for four hands (mine the melody,
yours the basso continuo, yours the compelling
harmonies). I woke with enthusiasm that
had been absent---banished or abandoned---since the
collapse of my existence in that year after college, 1981.
Even during that afternoon's rare event---the
annual, midwinter convocation of the
Ancient and Accepted Scottish Rite of Freemasonry, with
performance of the rare Twentieth Degree (the
"George Washington")---I continued to hear in my
mind that melody, those powerful accompanying
notes and chords that you brought from your
mastery (at least in my dream) of the keyboard.
From that day, and until Thursday, May 18th of that year,
I studied your stories and tales ferociously and fanatically---
wholly unaware of the relentless psychological assault
about to be imposed upon me by Didymus the Infernal---
whose perfidious rage, both diurnal and nocturnal,
would engulf me and bring dismal storms into even the
brightest days (and nightmares that continue, even now, to
haunt me) for approximately forty-four months and twenty-four days.
Starward