[after fluid_form's poem, "middle-aged panic"]
When I was a child, the Christmas season
fascinated me---taking all too long to arrive,
and lingering all too briefly.
But, in my childish, and inexperienced, perspective
that people elder to me in year might call
trivial naivete,
my emotions were repeatedly, and delightfully moved
by what I, then, termed the "smaller gifts,"
those items given to my parents, and sometimes me,
at holiday parties (given at work or at school;
or by various organizations, or the several branches
of our rather prolific and extended family;
or even from the other couples with joined
my parents in interminable rounds of pinochle).
These, after being opened, were set beneath the tree.
And they were like the stocking stuffers I found
on Christmas Day, that I cherished even more
than gaudy, expensive, catalogue company objects
that always seemed to crowd out the smaller gifts,
or pushed aside the relevance of the stocking stuffers;
and blocked the three-railed track of the battered,
and sometimes, struggling, O-guage Lionel Train.
But, in childhood I had an understanding---
that too much adulthood had purloined,
and too much aging affliction has restored---
that Christmas is about Christ, Who does not disdain
to walk among, and even to invite and gather,
the humble items that are often shunted aside:
the least of the lesser of the most unimportant of which
is very often, almost universally, us,
who have not ceased since before, and after,
that day in the Praetorium of the massive Fortess Antonia,
to spit upon Him, or into His pitying Face.