I Apologize...

I apologize for loving you in ways

you never noticed.

For remembering the little things you forgot.

For making you a priority

when I was only an option.

For holding on when everything

was telling me to let go.

I know that sounds foolish now.

But when you truly care about someone,

you don't count who loves more.

You just love.

And maybe that was my mistake.

I kept believing that one day

you'd meet me where I was.

That one day you'd choose me

the way I chose you.

But some days never come.

Some people never realize

what they had until it's gone.

So if one day you wonder why I disappeared...

It's not because my feelings changed.

It's because | finally accepted

that I couldn't keep pouring love into

a place where it never felt at home.

I still wish you the best.

I just wish it didn't cost me so much to

learn that I couldn't be the only one trying.

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