I apologize for loving you in ways
you never noticed.
For remembering the little things you forgot.
For making you a priority
when I was only an option.
For holding on when everything
was telling me to let go.
I know that sounds foolish now.
But when you truly care about someone,
you don't count who loves more.
You just love.
And maybe that was my mistake.
I kept believing that one day
you'd meet me where I was.
That one day you'd choose me
the way I chose you.
But some days never come.
Some people never realize
what they had until it's gone.
So if one day you wonder why I disappeared...
It's not because my feelings changed.
It's because | finally accepted
that I couldn't keep pouring love into
a place where it never felt at home.
I still wish you the best.
I just wish it didn't cost me so much to
learn that I couldn't be the only one trying.