My Intentions

My intentions were pure.

The accusations weren't.

I kept trying to be understood,

while people kept choosing 

their version of me.

I never wanted to become distant.

I never wanted to become guarded.

But a heart can only touch fire

so many times before it learns

to pull away.

I didn't change all at once.

I changed one disappointment at a time.

One betrayal at a time.

One wound at a time.

And if I seem different now,

it's not because I lost my kindness.

It's because I finally learned 

that not everyone deserves

access to it.

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