3 am

At 3 a.m., I can see the fan turning I can see the clock moving.

I'can hear my heartbeat filling the room.

But I cannot see my future.

I cannot hear the life I'm praying for.

All I hear are old traumas rehearsing their stories.

Old betrayals refusing to die.

The room is silent. The mind is not.

Every wound sounds permanent.

Then I look at the clock again. Still moving.

I listen to my heart again. Still beating.

And suddenly I remember-the trauma is loud

because it belongs to the past.

The future is silent because it owes me no explanation.

And if I've survived every night I thought would break me, then maybe the quote was right:

"The devil whispers,

'You cannot withstand the storm.'

The warrior replies, "I am the storm."

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