I didn't stop talking because
I had nothing to say...
I stopped because no one
was really listening.
At first, I tried.
I explained how I felt,
what hurt me,
what I needed.
But it always ended the same-
misunderstood... ignored... or dismissed.
So little by little,
I started keeping things to myself.
Not because I healed -
but because I got tired of feeling like
my feelings didn't matter.
Now I just sit in silence.
Even when my chest feels heavy.
Even when my mind won't stop racing.
I still feel everything...
I just don't show it anymore.
And maybe that's the saddest part-
not that I'm okay...
but that no one notices I'm not