Judge

Don't judge me. You have no idea

how much sadness a person can carry

and still answer softly.

No idea how many nights

I had to talk myself

out of disappearing

just to wake up and pretend

to be okay again.

 

Even the people

closest to me have only

met the worn-out version of me

that keeps surviving in public.

They hear my laugh

but not the pain behind it.

They call me distant without asking

what forced me

to disappear inside myself.

 

So if the people around me

still do not fully know me,

what makes you think

you understood me "

from a few passing moments

of my existence?

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