no words can describe

how disappointed i feel in myself lately. some nights, i sit alone thinking about everything that went wrong. i keep asking myself why life feels so heavy, why i always feel behind, and why no matter how hard i try, it still feels like i am not enough.

the truth is, i am tired. tired of pretending i am okay when deep inside, i feel lost. people see me smiling, laughing, and showing up, but they do not see the quiet battles i fight when i am alone with my thoughts.

but maybe i need to stop being so hard on myself. maybe i am not

failing, maybe i am just

struggling. healing takes time, and maybe one day, i will finally be proud of myself for surviving everything that tried to break me.

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