It comes and goes, can it really be
Like the devil himself taking over me
Mixed emotions, it burns inside
To rid this feeling daily I've tried
Constantly battling all these fears
Placed upon me over many painful years
Your thoughts and words always in question
My mind set off, by another’s suggestion
That you of all could be like the rest
Putting me through a heart wrenching test
The past is the past left alone that way,
Jealous is my heart set off at mind play
To think that you could be like them
My relationship I will surely condemn
If I don’t stop this questioning it will be
The end of you and I caused only by me.