What He Lost

I pick up the phone receiver to my ear

It comes as a surprise the voice that I hear

Today your not drunk, that's such a surprise

The words that I say bring tears to your eyes

Maybe for once it finally got through

Maybe you'll see life's not all about you

You say that you've changed your in rehab

Maybe now you might be a better dad?

You haven't changed, to me you're still the same

On everyone else you continue to place the blame

It was because of her you started to drink

But it was long before her when you started to sink

Sure I'm glad you cut it back one or two

But your always drinking no matter what you do

Still drinking a lot, never will you complete

Forever to suffer in your endless defeat

Lost in your drinking forever you'll be

But then again you've never really been a father to me

Your drinking, the lies all have one cost

A daughter I was, that daughter you lost.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

He tells me  he'll never completely stop drinking  because he doesn't want to, rehab can only help you if your willing to stop. He says I'm everything to him, well.. no.. I'm not. I never will be because he will never change.

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Sherry Knee's picture

Hey robin,
I know what its like to have a parent like that. My mother is also like this. All she cares about is herself. She was an alcoholic too. She did alot of stupid and hurtful shit to my family but yeah. To sum it up, I know what its like. I really do. Its soo hard but u gotta take a look around u and see that u have so many other people who love u and are there for u. I know no one can replace a father but we are here nonetheless. :) Cheer up girl! The poem is really good, which is no shock when u write em! hehe!
love a friend,
Sherry

Nicole Titus's picture

heyhey! Well another poem that I felt each word I read I felt what you said. My father doesn't think he needs rehab.. what kind of joke is that? He's been drinkin before I was born... over 19 years!! I use to think he ruined my life and I had no future, I use to think that way about my mother too... But then I just changed my views about everything, sure I'm still sad and hurt at times, but the way they've treated me, lied to me, hurt me, yelled at me, kicked me out of my house having no where to go.... in the end it only made me stronger.